Back Up Off My Koolaide!

Published on July 22, 2004 By Ashlee Ryder In Blogging

I saw something today. . . ticked me off.. really bad. I mean, geeze. . . You can't please anyone on here and I'm honestly thinking about leaving. Then what would they have to talk about? URGH! BACK OFF! ! If you don't like what you see, talk to me, don't friggin make a big scene about it.

Don't pretend to be all sweet to me, and then turn to someone else and talk about me behind my back!!

Writing on here used to make me happy! Now it's like eating earwax. It tastes awful and has no purpose! If you have a problem with me or something I say, come to me?! Gosh. Someone asked me if I deleted some articles a couple of days ago.. well yeah! If I just leave certain ones on, the insults and comments keep coming in. But if I delete them, then people call me a liar and still I'm wrong? Answer me this, HOW DO I MAKE YOU PEOPLE HAPPY?! Why do I care if your happy? I don't know, but I do. So If it's going to cause people problems, Then I'll stop writing about my personal life, and keep it to writing about things that "matter" and that won't get me accusations.

You want to talk about me, go ahead. I wasn't going to say anything, but then I saw a few things that made it obvious you (and you know who you are) were talking about me. Excuse me if I'm wrong. But I highly doubt I am at this point.

Just to warn you, so no one thinks I'm doing this to hide anything, I'm deleting any articles that did not pertain to something that "mattered". The plan was, to write this just to me, so I could get this off my chest, and no one would get mad. But I don't care anymore.

BACK UP OFF MY KOOLAIDE!!
Ashlee

Comments (Page 2)

Janders

on Jul 23, 2004

I think there is a way to prove it, let us know which hospital or some info that proves that shawn emma and Alysia exist. If you can prove that, I will be the first to apologise.

Shovelheat

on Jul 23, 2004

Take a chill pill girl! Don't take it serious!

BigDreamer415

on Jul 23, 2004

" care if your happy"

Does anyone notice that "Emma" spells "your" wrong too, just like Ashlee does?

I'm seeing many "trends"... blogging is amazing and I'm positive someday the "truth" will be reavealed in a new light.

~Sarah

Gideon MacLeish

on Jul 25, 2004

Ashlee,

You make a big deal about being a Christian, and yet you have made your blogs a continued web of deceit. Tell me, was being a Christian just another lie, too, or do you have some serious soul searching to do? I noticed that ALL of your posts of the last three weeks have been deleted (I missed most of the drama, being involved with a REAL family situation, and your lies, I am sure, make it difficult for many readers to take my, and others' situations quite as seriously, knowing there are people who will intentionally involve themselves in such deception.

I will not criticize your writing skills, ashlee; it appears you have fooled a lot of people for some time (if you haven't, restoring your credibility is as simple as giving the information requested). But I question your ethics. We have far too many writers in this day and age who have no moral compass; it saddens me to see another who appears to be an up and comer.

Oh, and IF CaptCornbread and carebear aren't also figments of your imagination, was hurting them just another part of your game? Or does capt. like people who are inherently dishonest?

Frankly, I think you're just another drama queen looking for a stage; if you weren't, you'd probably blog off JU in a huff...

messybuu

on Jul 26, 2004

The key to healthy blogging is to being a true pimp and just telling others to go fuck 'emselves! Not saying that anybody's right or wrong. Just that caring too much about what other people say (that you don't really know) can be quite detrimental to your life.

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