Like the tortoise in the race with the Rabbit, I'm moving, but slowly. Who's to say that I'm going to lose this race? No one knows but God. I've been thinking, a little bit too much lately. Everyone is so different, and to say that one person is better than another is really a lie. Everyone, goes at a different rate. That's the way God planned it. Take schools for instance, what one student can do in a day, may take another student 3 weeks. Or It could take one student 4 years of highschool, ...

What could be worse than losing someone you love? Losing someone you love to an uncontrollable disease. I have so much anger inside of me right now, I can't even imagine if this person that i love was actually my family. She is the grandmother to my friend, she taught me my abc's and we have many cherished moments together, and now, she only has a few days left.. a few days to let this old world go, to go home... i will miss her, and the sadness just keeps rolling in.. and the pain, just keep...

Today, could be your last. Tomorrow could be your last. Let's face it, any day could be our last day. Any minute could be out last minute. Any moment that you spend with someone, could be the last moment you ever spend with them. What would you do if you knew it would be the last time you see them? How would you say goodbye? Would you make up for anything you have said or done that was out of place in the past? Who knows what could happen. I learned the hard way, never to say anything you d...

By a technicallity, I am strong. But not in all instances. Not in all cases, not in all situations. I am not strong. But God is. God is so strong, so powerful, but he still provides for the birds. The birds don't have to worry about having food, or about where they are going to live, because God cares for them. God even cares for a little flower in the same way as the bird. Now if you think about it, birds and flowers were put on the earth as an enjoyment for us, humans. So, don't you think t...

How Do I Count The Ways That I Need You? I can't. Because I don't need you. Or so i tell myself. I'm going under, and I'm sinking fast, who can be my tourniquet and save me from my past? I'm searching and i'm seeking, but nothing can i find. Who will save me.. no one.. no one can save me from myself... I need help.. I need a tourniquet... my last hope of being saved.. God is the only Tourniquet that can help me... God is my tourniquet, my last hope...

I'm really not motivated today.. there is so much that I want to say, but everytime I think I am getting some where with this, my mind gets blocked. My niece is graduating tonight and so I have an hour or so to figure this out. I don't know what to say that hasn't already been said, and I don't know what to write, that hasn't already been read. Everytime I think about Jesus, I find myself so confused. How could someone who was in Heaven with God, want to leave his home and come here to save a...

I stand alone on my own two feet. I am everything that I need to be. I am trying to be, everything that God needs me to be. And so, if that means that i have to forget about my so called "Friends" because they don't want to have anything to do with me because of my point of view, then so be it, I am a one girl revolution. I can make a change that will be seen around the world. I'm cocky, but its a good cocky. . . cause if I wasn't this cocky, I probably wouldn't be where I am today. . . I hav...

When i looked up the word, friend, i found tons of responds. But none were what i was looking for. None of the 24 were what i needed to write this. So i thought, "Ashlee, make up your own!" so thats what i did. Friend- - A person who makes life a little bit easier for you; someone who can help you carry your load of burden. Now if you place a "best" before my definition of friend, you'd probably have a super person. We all need a super person. Agree? Life would be a lot easier than it...

I heard a song today. . . and after hearing that song it made me wonder. . . am I healed? I really never questioned it before, until today. By Christ's wounds, anyone can be healed. . . I also heard another song. . . this one made me think harder. . . Why in the world, after hearing a song like that, would anyone want to be unsaved?!?!? it was a crazy thought. . . Then i realized. . . I don't think i'm saved. . . I hate that feeling. . . you know the feeling, its a feeling like you think or s...